Monday, November 17, 2008

Affliction — Good Or Bad?


Why we seem to suffer affliction is partly a mystery. Jesus rejoiced over God revealing certain mysteries to his disciples because they were "babes" and hiding them from the "wise". Many of the mysteries that enshroud God's plans and purposes for a generation await a simple childlike people to unlock them. It's the "babes" that Jesus gave power to, over the enemy. Like never before we need power over the enemy. Jesus must have a Church that is truly fit for HIS use if he is to reach a lost and dying world, held captive by the deceptive power of Satan.

I want to take a moment at the outset of this writing to clarify one extremely important point and that would be the difference between affliction and sickness/disease. Today we see numbers of Christians suffering from cancer, diabetes and a host of other maladies. I do not believe in any way that God is glorified by our suffering these things. In fact, it is quite possible that the opposite is true. As one who has suffered from the effects of diabetes resulting in the amputation of half of my right foot and the big toe of my left, a quintuplet heart bypass and surgery to remove my gall bladder, I know somewhat of which I speak. Lately, I have been going through a personal crisis of faith and loosing quite a bit of sleep over it, trying to reconcile the goodness of our God with the events of my life.

Just the other night as I sat waiting on the Lord, mainly because I couldn’t sleep, certain Scriptures came to my mind. The thief comes only to kill, steal and destroy, but I have come that you might have life and have it abundantly. I said to myself and the Lord, "This life that I am living is certainly not abundant." Then I recalled other Scriptures like John’s inquiry in prison. Are you the one we look for or is it another. Jesus’ reply was for John's disciples to go tell him how the blind received their sight, the deaf their hearing, the lame walked, the dead were raised and the Gospel was preached to the poor. One of the missions of Jesus was to redeem a misconception of his Father. To do this he went about doing good and healing all that were oppressed of the devil, for God was with him! He came to destroy the works of the devil.

As I continued in these thoughts, I went back to the words of Isaiah, how Jesus bore our sickness and disease in his own body one the tree and by his stripes we were healed. If he bore my sickness and disease in his own body how could me bearing my own sickness and disease in my body bring him glory? All one has to do is watch the movie the Passion by Mel Gibson to get a reminder of how brutal the beating was that Jesus took to secure our healing and I began to see how easily we can be duped by the deception of the devil into thinking that there is some value to our suffering sickness for his glory. I began to repent of a warped perception of our loving God and cry out for his forgiveness. As we will see, affliction is much different and should be distinguished from sickness and disease.

While the Word of God is perfect our interpretations often leave much to be desired. We may assume that most interpretation is on safe ground when it directs its reader to fix their gaze upon Jesus. The opposite is true when it causes us to turn our eyes from Jesus onto ourselves. That is not to say the we should never take a personal inventory, but morbid introspection does not benefit anyone.

One of the most subtle, and treacherous interpretations of God's Word suggests that we should develop "Godly" character. How can we develop what is already perfect. We simply need to become partakers of his character through the indwelling Holy Spirit. This is not a new doctrine; in fact it predates Christianity, having its roots in Judaism. Mingled with the gospel of Jesus Christ it becomes an intoxicating, yet deadly potion, replacing God’s righteousness with self-righteousness. Its greater danger lies in the distorted perspective of God it develops in its adherents. It portrays God as a stern and often unfeeling teacher. Never, through the words spoken, only through the subtle and haunting implications. He allows one trial after another to come upon us to somehow, through the affliction, make us better. Life seems to become one great exam that leads us "around the mountain" again and again, until we get it right. We, not God, become the central theme of our existence. Sometimes God redeems this understanding by allowing us to see what we are truly like. But he doesn't need to test us for the purpose of gaining knowledge about us. With the full knowledge of what we are and were he gave his life for us.

Our heavenly Father doesn't keep records of our failures to hold us back. It isn't our successful passing of one of his exams that moves us on to the next grade level. Jesus has already passed every exam that can be given. Jesus, not us, has already won the victory. Our task is to see through the trials that confront us into the riches of God's victory and provision.

In our desire to live lives that are problem free, many have assumed that a problem free life was a sign of God's blessing. I have come to believe that this is not true. Several years ago I heard a song that said, "... if I never had a problem I wouldn't know God could solve them..." If we didn't have to face the problems that exist in a fallen world we would pat ourselves on the back and take all the credit for our "care-free" existence. We would never know God or He would be all to easily forgotten.

The trials we encounter in this life give God the opportunity to reveal himself. I believe faith is simply spiritual vision. Faith not only allows us to see God, for who he truly is, but enables us to enter immediately, the shelter of his presence. Why we try to treat faith as some spiritual commodity is beyond me. We must remember that God is a Father. Unlike some earthly fathers he desires to be in a personal relationship with his children. Faith is a doorway into our loving heavenly Father's presence, which nothing can shut. So often, we try to use the "key" of faith to unlock the ministry doors of deliverance, healing, and evangelism. However, this key only fits the door to our Father's heart.

Smith Wigglesworth, a famous man of God, put it this way. Once he was asked to pray for a very wealthy and influential woman who was near to death. As he entered her home he felt the presence of Satan. When he went into the woman's room he found her surrounded by her servants. As Smith knelt at the foot of her bed the woman began to levitate above the bed. One of her servants asked Smith if he had the faith to deal with their master's (Satan) power. Smith's reply was humble and shocking. "No," he said, "but I have faith to get into my Master's presence and there He will give me, everything I need to deal with your master!"

"That's just fine and dandy Jim," you say. "Then why have trials at all?" James said that faith without works is dead. God will not allow our faith to remain in the realm of intellectual knowledge only. "You believe in one God, you do well. The demons believe also and tremble!" Trials and afflictions are opportunities for God to prove his powerful love and salvation to everyone. The convenient part about all this is, with an antagonist like Satan, God will never run out of opportunities, if only we will see through the eye of faith and hope.

When David was a young Shepherd boy God allowed a lion and a bear to come into his life. I'm sure these encounters were not sought after experiences among the shepherding community. Nevertheless, they confronted David just as the “lions” and “bears” of our modern day confront us. They may dress in the clothing of homelessness or job layoff. Disguise themselves as a crippling injury or disease. But, they are not unlike the bear or lion of David's day. God is no less able or desirous of delivering us than he was David.

It was the lion and bear in David's life that prepared him for Goliath. Later when Saul pursued David, Ahimelech, the priest sought the Lord for him, gave him supplies and the sword of Goliath the Philistine. I believe when David looked at the sword he remembered the faithfulness of God and received the endurance he needed to hold out until God gave him the kingdom. God could have led David down a path with much less strife and tribulation, but God was preparing David to be King. To be an effective and benevolent King he had to know the power and love of God.

Ezekiel talks about a river coming out of the sanctuary and about wading in ankle deep then knee deep then up to the waist. As I thought of this I imagined how refreshing it is to wade in water. Then I envisioned myself going deeper and deeper into the water. Slowly I began to notice the power of the river. It was far stronger than I was. I soon realized I wanted to maintain control. Fear and apprehension began to set in, as I was just able to touch the bottom with my toes. The current was getting stronger and I knew I had come to a point of decision. Would I fight the river and try to make it back to the familiar territory of shallow water or go with its powerful flow?

Once I was swimming in the Rio Grande River along the border between Victoria, Texas and Mexico. I was overtaken by a similar experience and found myself trying to struggle to safety. I reached out and grabbed the overhanging roots of a tree and experienced a temporary moment of relief. As the water cleared from my eyes I was looking into the face of a thirsty Tarantula, which was probably the largest in existence. Whether my arachnophobia had anything to do with my size estimation meant little to me at that point and the river quickly became preferable. I quickly devoted all my strength to helping the river carry me along its chosen course. Soon, to my delight, the river brought me to a shallow part and I walked out onto a beautiful sandy shore. Sometimes the greater test of faith can be surrendering yourself into the hands of the Lord rather than into the hand’s of the medical physician. Especially, when all your loved ones are telling you to make a wise choice and that wisdom would dictate that you should follow their advise. This is a very touchy subject so I would like to use another story to illustrate my point.

I will use the life of Smith Wigglesworth again. He had a very painful condition which required him to take a medication of the day called salts. He was challenged to stop taking them and to trust the Lord. Finally, after believing he had received a word from God, he announced that he would stop taking them. He said that by tomorrow this time he would be suffering greatly from the lack of his medication, but he would rather die in faith than to live in fear. Well, the outcome was his deliverance and healing and an incredible miracle ministry that followed him everywhere with the proclamation of the Gospel. If you are facing a similar choice, you too, need a word from God to release faith in you. You too must come to the point that Smith did when you can say honestly, “I would rather die in faith than live in fear any longer.”

Trust is what Lordship is all about. Truly relinquishing control of your life. Allowing the river to take you where it wants can be a terrifying experience to those who don't know the love of their Heavenly Father. We want desperately to hold the mastery of our future under our own control. We just don't want to admit it. It isn't until a situation comes along that is beyond our control that the truth comes out. As we squirm and wriggle to free ourselves from the "hook" of dependency on God our true spiritual state is revealed all to clearly.

"He always comes through," one person said, "I just wish he wouldn't wait so long." How many times I have thought I just can't continue to live like this. I'm a nervous wreck. If that sounds like you then you, as I did, desperately need the message of God's hope written on your heart. Our children never worried about their provision, they knew that mommy and daddy would take care of everything.

Not long ago I felt the Lord say to me that the next thing he wanted to teach us about was hope. The word hope appears over sixty times in the New Testament. Often it can be found in the company of faith and love. It is the Greek word ELPIS and means favorable and confident expectation — the happy anticipation of good.

It only makes sense that the devil would like to use the circumstances and situations of this life to steal hope. He comes to steal, kill and destroy. When we have no hope left we have no reason to continue to live. Like no other time in history the Church needs to nurse herself back to health on the hope of God. Then and only then can she proclaim his Gospel to the world!

I don't want to digress too much, however, I want to wed hope and faith, as the trials of life perfect them through a demonstration of God's love. The Word says that hope is the anchor of our soul. We have lived in the Chesapeake Bay area and have spent a lot of time on the water. One of the most important things on board a boat is the anchor. In cloudy weather you cannot tell which way you are going. Without a compass, it is better to throw your anchor overboard and wait for a break in the weather. Through all the storms of life, when we seem lost and don't know what is going on, hope in God will always see us through. "Which hope we have as an anchor of the soul."

In January of 1992 I was diagnosed with type 2 diabetes. I believed God said I would be healed. My hope was based on what I felt God was speaking to me during that period of time. The scripture says that Abraham, "who against hope believed in hope, that he might become the father of many nations; according to that which was spoken," The KEY was hope in what God had said. To date I have still not received the manifestation of God’s word, but remembering who our God is sustains my hope.

Believe means to cling to. Both Abraham and I clung to hope. We clung to what God said even though we couldn't see it that we might both become what God said we would become. Abraham the father of many nations and me healed. Praise the Lord, who is the God of all hope.
We all hope for a better life, a raise, a better job, and a job period. We hope it doesn't rain on Saturday. We hope we will catch our quota during rockfish season. Or we hope that next year we will be able to take a family vacation. As Christians, hope takes on a whole new meaning. The scripture says that God calls things that aren't as though they are. My children tried that from time to time and as parents we called it lying. One major difference between my children and our God is, it is impossible for God to lie. God sees the end from the beginning and when he says something is going to happen you can take that to the bank!

Our challenge is to allow the hope that God gives us (Now our Lord Jesus Christ himself, and God, even our Father, which hath loved us, and hath given [us] everlasting consolation and good hope through grace, Comfort your hearts, and establish you in every good word and work. 2 Thes. 2: 16, 17) to become that needed anchor, when circumstance and situation would lie to us about the character of Christ. I believe God wants to change the way we view the daily circumstances and situations that confront us, radically.

Jesus wants us to begin to see every disaster as an opportunity for God's deliverance, and every handicap as an opportunity for God's healing. "For this purpose the Son of God was manifested, that he might destroy the works of the devil." Whenever we encounter the devil's "handiwork" hope declares, nay screams, LOOK, another chance for the Son of God to be manifested. Hope not only causes its owner to see life in a different way, but unlocks the life of another kingdom. It brings the power of the age to come to bear against the devil's kingdom of deception and allows faith to open the doorway to victory. Victory is what our beautiful Savior sealed with his precious blood and his resurrection from the dead. Hope stares insurmountable odds in the face and laughs out loud. Hope looks at "Goliath" and only sees how small and helpless he is next to Jehovah!

"And every one that has this hope in them purifies themselves, even as he is pure." Once when we were going through a real financial crisis it became almost impossible to believe that God could, would or wanted to do anything about it. After some soul searching we had a family discussion that revealed how much worry is the opposite of hope. By worrying we were really saying we had no hope that God could change our situation.

By saying that, we were thinking things about our loving heavenly Father that were utterly unworthy of him. We knew that repentance was in order. As the Holy Spirit began to convict us and we sought forgiveness we noticed hope begin to return. It was only a few days later that I began to work full time again. Hope in God has a guarding and purifying effect on the believer.
Whenever an overwhelming problem confronts us we should see it as one more chance for God to reveal his goodness. It is always the goodness of God that leads to change. Education changes and shapes our minds. I know of no better definition of repentance. Hope in who our God is and how he feels about us will not disappoint us. God's love (which is a demonstration of his care for his children) has been and will be poured out on us.

Name the problem "bear" or "Lion" that confronts you right now and the love of God will find expression in the answer to that problem. If it's a crippling illness His love will find expression in healing. If it is a lost job his care will find expression in provision. If it is deep emotional pain because of abuse of any kind his warmth and power will find an outlet as the One who restores your soul. If it's bondage to drugs, alcohol or pornography, his holiness will find expression as the One who sets the captives free.

I have talked about faith spiritual eyesight and being the doorway into the presence of our loving Heavenly Father. I said that hope is the way we look at trials and tribulation, seeing them as opportunities for the Son of God to show his love. I said that love is a demonstration of God's nature in power to overcome and bring us through the trials and tribulations of our lives. Our Father delights in showing himself strong on our behalf. These are the true keys to the Kingdom!

Many of us have allowed the events of life to speak evil of our loving heavenly Father. As a result the Church is in crisis. Some of us have thought we could make ourselves better or more acceptable to God if we stoically endured and suffered patiently through these circumstances, all the while secretly believing God took some mysterious pleasure in it. However, no people have ever been able to rise above their conception of God. The most important thing about us is what comes to mind when we think about our God.

Our challenge is to remember that God is good and there is NO hurtful way in him. He is light and in him there is NO darkness at all. Let's unclog the "conduit of our mind" with the truth of his Word, and allow the purity of his love and power to flow freely once again. Drink deeply of the sweetness of our God and use the keys of the Kingdom to unlock the gates to the age to come.
This is probably the greatest challenge facing the people of God — to reject the lies of the enemy and to take God at His word. And to dare to believe that He is truly as wonderful and merciful as His Word declares Him to be! Having done all to stand — STAND!

"Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord delivers them from them all.

Faithful Are The Wounds of a Friend!

Proverbs 27: 6 declares, ”Faithful are the wounds of a friend, but deceitful are the kisses of an enemy.”

At first glance and in the context of the entire chapter it looks as though in order to be a faithful friend you must wound, at least emotionally, your friends. The previous verse seems only to support this. “Better is open rebuke than love that is concealed.” For many years, as a Pastor I would use such verses to justify and support my role of keeping the “flock” on the straight & narrow path. I will try and share in a few words what it took the Holy Spirit of God years to reveal to me. To say the least it has had a deep effect on my life and changed the way I interpret much of Scripture.

The first thing that God showed me was that in the New Covenant Jesus declares that we are no longer just servants, but friends. He actually refers to Himself as our Friend, a highly under publicized or declared manifestation of His nature. In the Greek text every noun has a verb associated with it and vise-versa. The word Jesus uses when he calls His disciples friends is a noun. The verb associated is the action, which is applied to the object. Literally Jesus is saying that we are the objects of His affection. Think about that for a moment and let its sweet savor overtake and overcome you. You, me, all those who have made Jesus their Lord have become the object upon which He pours all His affection, not just His agapé love, but His affection. He likes you and me with fond, intense affection.

The next thing that God began to show me was in Isaiah 53:5, “But He was pierced for our transgressions, He was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was upon Him, and by His wounds we are healed.” (NIV). At this point the Lord softly and simply said the words from Proverbs to me, “Faithful are the wounds of a friend.” He went on to remind me what His wounds were meant to accomplish and that no matter what life brought my way His wounds were faithful to heal me, spirit, soul and body.

Needless to say my approach to the way I addressed perceived needs in those I was Pastoring changed drastically. Paul’s quote to the Ephesians about speaking the truth in love no longer held the same meaning. God began to reveal to me that I should be declaring what He says about us is true . We have been born from above and that is what counts, that alone has the power to transform our lives. Agreeing with God is a powerful thing to do. It frees the Holy Spirit to activate His word. Things are not always what they appear to be outwardly. God is at work within us, transforming us, and He will complete the work that He has begun. Faithful are the wounds of our Friend, our God and our Redeemer — Jesus Christ! They will accomplish what they were meant to accomplish.

To read a more in-depth treatment of this subject see the article Friendship — The Tie That Binds!

Salvation Belongs to the LORD!

Salvation belongs to the Lord. Your blessing be on your people. Selah (Psalm 3:8 HNV)

The last few years have been, to say the least, very trying. It started with a quintuplet heart bypass operation. The next year found me with gangrene on the forth toe of my right foot. It soon resulted in the need for its amputation, followed by the removal of three more toes and several more surgeries to open up blood flow to that area of my body. The following years found half of my right foot removed and now my left foot has suffered the loss of its big toe and is still healing from a deep ulcer in the heel that almost cost me the loss of the foot.

Friends close to me have been diagnosed with stage four cancers and it appears that we are helpless to realize any options but traditional medicine if we wish to survive. These last two years have provided me with ample time to ponder this situation. A few days ago while praying for a dear sister who was undergoing chemotherapy I was moved deeply from what I can only describe as the feelings of our Lord about such things. As I wept, He said, “I am tired of seeing my bride suffer so many things at the hands of physicians.” I immediately thought of the woman with the issue of blood. But, I said, “Lord you had a physician write two books in the Bible, shouldn’t we defer to their expertise?” Don't get me wrong, I believe that God uses doctors , but His response was, “All they can do is try and restore the bodies balance through their chemicals, prescriptions and treatment regimens. If that doesn’t work then they cut it out or off.” He went on, “ I made the body and I alone am the great physician, I will heal myself.” I suddenly saw the importance of being a part of His body like never before. It would be worth it to truly surrender my independence to become a part in the body of Christ.

In 1992 Dr. Winter, the president of William Carey Universit--Center for World missions, was considered one of the foremost authorities on New Testament Greek in the world. One morning as as he was speaking he made an astounding statement. "There are no accurate translations of the New Testament in English." When queried as to which one was the closest he said, "none." He went on to cite as the major flaw, the individuality the translators placed on the work of salvation.

Recently, in a men’s prayer meeting this theme came up. We all began to acknowledge somewhat of a cavalier attitude concerning our understanding of salvation. More and more we realized and accepted that we cannot live as though what we do or don’t do has little affect on each other. Like Achan (Joshua 7:1), our sin will affect those we are relating to in the body of Christ.

On the other hand, the benefit of surrendering our independence is far greater than we could ever realize. Actually, it is not an option, but a command as we will see later. Knowing that we actually share the same life force began to help us to see how it was truly possible to love each another with fervent love. Peter said that we should do this above all things. The Holy Spirit began to impress me with the fact that salvation doesn't belong to me I belong to Salvation. I was the one who was purchased.

Could it be that we have not allowed the Holy Spirit to do what He came to do? When I used to teach on the baptism of the Holy Spirit I would stress that we would become witnesses after the Holy Spirit came upon us. I would say that the word witness in Greek was the word martus from which we get the word martyr. This section of Scripture found in Acts, chapter one starts out with, He, Jesus, COMMANDED them to wait in Jerusalem until they received the PROMISE of the Father. You don't need to command someone to receive a gift. But you do need to command someone to die unless they are suicidal. Jesus knew in order for His disciples to become the new creatures He came and died to make them into, they would likewise have to die, or come to an end of life lived for themselves. The power of the Holy Spirit spoken of here is given to use to be able to do this, not to make us more self-centered and "greater" men and women of God! (See: What Is The Gospel?).

The PROMISE (Holy Spirit) comes to end our lives so that He can graft us into the body of the Lord Jesus. John the Baptist said it this way, “I must decrease and He must increase.” I must decrease so that He can increase might say it best. When I look back over my 30 + years as a Christian, I allowed a cavalier, selfish, self-centered and Individualistic salvation to thrive. When instead I should have died so that Jesus Christ could thrive. He alone is the one who does the works of God and until we allow Him to have His way we will never truly see the power of God flowing through us on any consistant basis. In reality isn't that what we really want?
We are not not totaly to blame. It is partly because of our distorted understanding of the Gospel. What Gospel have you received? Have you entered into Jesus or are you still trying to get God to bless your life or ministry? Do you see yourself as somehow separate from others in the Body of Christ, or as a part of a greater whole?

Just like our natural bodies will muster all its resources to send aide to an ailing part, so it is in Christ’s body. Those in the Body of Christ are privy to the unimaginable resources that can be found in His indomitable life. I think that miracles and healings should be almost exclusively for those who have not yet entered into this incredible everlasting covenant. The divine Blood of the Lamb of God has not only washed us form all our sins, but has gained us full access to our unlimited inheritance found in the everlasting covenant of life. The problem is if we are allowing our own self-life to live on it has a way of blocking the flow of His blood and so our wounds, natural or spiritual are so very slow to heal.

Those that have allowed the Holy Spirit to martyr them may now bask forever in His glorious manifested presence where there is life forevermore, not just in Heaven or the age to come, but also in the here and now!

Jesus is longing for His bride to enter into His rest. I can see Him with His outstretched hand holding her by the hand, trying to get her to get up from her knees. With His other hand under her chin He is trying to raise her lowered gaze so that she can look directly into His eyes without shame. In His eyes she will find a burning and consuming love for her. Jesus wants her to come and stand by His side where He can protect her and provide for her every need. He wants to take His cloak and wrap it around her. Won’t you come, and surrender to this Gospel and enter into this freedom from the devastation of independence today.

Thy Kingdom come and Thy will be done on earth as it is in Heaven

Anyone Who Has Faith in Me!

In the Gospel of John, chapter 14, Jesus says, “If anyone has faith in me, the works that I do they will do also and greater works than these shall they do, because I go to the Father!” This declaration, if we are honest, would cause most of us to admit that we are not there yet. So, as the song says, what is a poor boy or girl to do?

I have been asking myself this question for over 35 years. After much confusion, pain and frustration I have come to believe the only way we will ever exhibit the evidence that Jesus declares shows faith in him is through intimacy with him! Jesus said many times that he could not do anything on his own. He only did those things that he saw his Father do! How can we expect to do anything that Jesus did unless we do it the same way he did? For many years I tried to get God to bless my ministry, but that is just not the way it works. On occasion, he has used me to do a miracle or two, but nothing like the consistent, daily life of miracles we see flowing from him or his disciples in the New Testament accounts.

The word faith is the same as the word believe and means: cling to, rely upon and trust in. It is a complete committal of the will and life of the one who has faith and is invested in the Faithful One. Faith is not the ability to make supernatural things happen by using the name of Jesus! Faith is a doorway we walk through into the presence of God! While we are communicating with him he may reveal to us something he wants us to do or say. It should also be noted that in order for this faith to work there must also be love involved. Faith works by love. The love spoken of here is the love that exists between us and God because of a correct understanding of who he is and what he has done for us through the work of the Cross, resulting in an intimate relationship with him. Without consistency here we will not have his miracle working life consistently flowing in and through our lives!

Our challenge is to learn to live in the realm of faith and not just visit. Jesus said, “If you abide in me and I abide in you, you may ask whatever you will and I will do it.” This abiding or living in faith is sometimes easier said than done. With all the distractions available to us in our fast paced society it is easy to become a visitor instead of a permanent resident! We end up looking for a feeling or a blessing instead of the lover of our souls—the one we cannot bear to be apart from.

Some of you reading this article may feel that you are not up to the challenge. Sometimes, seeking God can seem like a real work. After working a sixty hour week, commuting another ten and doing all the other things we simply need to do to live life there is not much energy or time left for anything but relaxation, if we’re fortunate. Then one day we look around and realize that 30 years have gone by and our relationship with Jesus is the same as it was thirty years earlier. Oh sure, we know a whole lot more about him than we began, but do we really know him?

I have been married for 30 years and sometimes I wonder how well I know my wife today. We live in the same house, sleep in the same bed, share some of our meals together and occasionally go to a movie. We have become familiar with each other’s habits and way of life. One definition of familiar might be, “taking someone for granted” in the end we can fail to grow closer or more intimate. One might think that because we are flesh and blood and can actually touch each other it would be easy to get to know each other better. How much more difficult, then, to get to know Jesus, whom we can’t see or touch, more intimately?

The truth is that apart from the grace of God it is quite impossible to get to know or enter into an intimate relationship with anyone. Scripture declares that no one comes to Jesus unless they’re drawn by the Father! If we want to have true and intimate relationships with Jesus and one another we must pray and cry out for God’s enablement! If we want to be like Jesus we must be with Jesus! My wife enjoys spending time with her friends doing nothing special except enjoying their company. Wouldn’t it be great if we could have a similar relationship with Jesus? We may need our perspective adjusted. We “get” to spend time with him, not “have to”, spend timewith him. What a privilege and a wonder!

I pray that we will all be able to answer “yes” to Jesus’ question, “Will I find faith on the earth when I return?” Some of us may need to ask God to search our hearts and souls for any wounds or scars in our in lives, past or present, which may be a blockage to this type of relationship. It is time do deal with all those issues that we have swept under the rug so long ago we have forgotten about them and move into the abundant life Jesus has waiting for us. He is patient, but he is a jealous God. Jealous for you!

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I was a Marine in the sixties and an Outlaw Biker in the early 1970's who had a powerful encounter with Jesus that changed my life forever. In 1958 at the age of ten I walked down the aisle of a Southern Baptist Church to get my ticket to heaven, mainly because the preacher scared me there. The next fourteen years would look as though I never heard the name Jesus. Then one night, as God's providence would have it, I heard the true full Gospel. A woman evangelist named Ellen told me that Jesus is either Lord of all or not Lord at all. That night, confronted with this truth, the heavens opened and Jesus came to claim the purchased possession and baptized me with Holy Spirit and Fire.

Our God is a consuming fire and the very stuff that makes God who He is He calls love. Peter said that above all things we should have fervent love for one another. That means love that is white hot. This baptism of fire or God's love changed me forever, because he who is forgiven much, loves much and I was forgiven much. Please enjoy the 35 years of revelation that I have walked through with God, on my journey to the "Narrow Gate!"